8:40 AM
MR. ROCK
Good morning honey
I love the pictures of Maru and the dogs.
Maru looks happy, and the dogs are so cute.
I’ll listen to the video later.
I have to leave soon.
LYJUH
yes yes
good pictures
12:21 PM
MR. ROCK
I think you should talk to Dr. Lucien about being able to eat more.
LYJUH
I was trying to eat something in a bakery
a homeless came in and asked for food
I gave him bread
forgive me
LYJUH
I can’t see anyone starving
MR. ROCK
You did a wonderful thing for that homeless person.
LYJUH
I couldn’t see and do nothing... he was in rags and begging for food
MR. ROCK
What you did is wonderful.
LYJUH
I had a snack and a juice now
but just now, i haven’t eaten anything since i woke up
it’s very difficult
LYJUH
[pik of her]
eating for rock
MR. ROCK
How much do you weigh on the scale?
LYJUH
I try to eat for you
41 kg
MR. ROCK
Thank you! Is that better than before, or maybe the same as last time?
LYJUH
oh its the same...
MR. ROCK
I think you should weigh yourself at least once a week, and write it down in your diary.
Thank you for eating for me!
LYJUH
awnn
my husband
MR. ROCK
Eat for me and for Vin Diesel.
I need to go see the skin doctor.
LYJUH
good doctor for you
MR. ROCK
It’s just the annual checkup.
I’ll talk to you later.
4:58 PM
MR. ROCK
Hi honey, I’m home.
Did you see Dr. Lucien?
6:10 PM
LYJUH
yes yes
[pik of her, wearing mask]
I’m at the mall waiting for my mother to have dinner
I’m nauseous
I’m not hungry
Wed 7:13 PM
MR. ROCK
But you are beautiful!
Did Lucien say anything about eating more food, so you would have more energy?
8:34 PM
MR. ROCK
Honey, I’m going to bed soon.
I hope you are OK and I hope you can eat something.
I love you honey.
Have good sleep and snuggles with the boys.
Hugs and kisses!
[heart]
LYJUH
oh sweet
I’m trying to eat
then i’ll tell you what she said
MR. ROCK
Yay!
Good for you.
LYJUH
very hard to eat
[pik of her trying to take a mouthful (rice), making an unpleasant face]
[makes grunting, gulping noise]
I just want to take a bottle
hunf
MR. ROCK
Oh honey
LYJUH
[weeping]
I will explain to you why later
MR. ROCK
You are so beautiful!
LYJUH
awnnn
basically
eating involves many things
smell, texture, chewing, motor coordination, swallowing, feeling the food
and for autistic this is all very intense
so if I’m overloaded, I’ll have a harder time dealing with all the demand that eating requires
therapies will help me with this
but she had to help too
the doctors talk to her, but she doesn’t listen
That’s why I prefer to drink milk, in a bottle, because that way I don’t spill it, and because it’s easy to swallow
and i like soft food
like gnocchi, soft bread
MR. ROCK
Dinosaur cookies?
LYJUH
eating what i need is pretty hard
healthy food
MR. ROCK
You need to eat food so you can have energy.
8:00 AM
MR. ROCK
Good morning honey.
I hope you are not in pain today.
I had a good meditation.
9:53 AM
LYJUH
hello angel
I have a headache and a sore throat
the doctor said it was kind of inflamed
i feel i’m in a phase of bad luck
I’m going to the hospital for a breath treatment, to improve my breathing
I have a blocked nose
and breathing through your mouth makes my throat worse
too bad to stay like this
MR. ROCK
Please check the bank account.
I’m sure you are not eating enough.
LYJUH
yes....
MR. ROCK
I think your biggest problem is to eat enough.
I also had bad nasal congestion for the last month.
It’s terrible not to breath through your nose.
LYJUH
omg
why?
MR. ROCK
I think I am allergic to pollen and dust.
12:01 PM
LYJUH
angel
fire
fire
angel caught fire in the building
I’ll speak to you soon
[3 videos pf fire personnel and people just outside the building at the ground floor]
I had to come running, there are firefighters everywhere
I took Stitch and ran down the stairs
I’m terrified
MR. ROCK
omg I pray for you and Stitch
are you wearing warm clothes?
should you call your mother?
LYJUH
I called, she’s coming, I’m crying desperately
I almost passed out from the smell of the smoke
the firefighters are here
12:46 PM
MR. ROCK
Honey, you did very well.
You saved Stitch and you saved yourself.
Thank God you didn’t have Maru and Tawashi at home also!
Maybe it was your intuition to just let them stay in the pet hotel.
LYJUH
I thank God so much because I was here close
yes yes
I went to a bakery to eat something before going to the hospital
so my neighbor called me and i came running
I couldn’t even eat, I went and I’m back
LYJUH
I arrived and there was a lot of smoke
MR. ROCK
Did you go inside to get Stitch?
LYJUH
the firefighters didn’t want to let me up but i said i had a dog there
MR. ROCK
Wow!
LYJUH
so he said go upstairs and hold your nose
I went running, 8 floors of stairs and I went screaming
other neighbors didn’t know about the fire
MR. ROCK
I’m glad you only had to get one pet, not three!
LYJUH
they ran away too
I took Stitch and ran, the smoke had already covered the whole floor
MR. ROCK
I wonder if someone had an electrical fire in their shower?
You are a hero!
LYJUH
I shouted and a neighbor heard and shouted to others
they thanked me later
had babies and children
everyone went down the stairs, no one could see because of the smoke
people shouted fire fire
MR. ROCK
Isn’t there a fire alarm in the building on all floors?
LYJUH
it looked like a movie scene
there was no alarm and no water
MR. ROCK
Holy shit!
LYJUH
down there were a lot of people crying and desperate
with animals and children
LYJUH
I called my mom and she just screamed get Stitch get Stitch
MR. ROCK
So when you went up for Stitch, no one had alerted the people inside?
LYJUH
no one!
I warned the people and one person was warning the others downstairs
MR. ROCK
I hope people will remember that you are the hero.
You spread the alarm! You are a hero!
LYJUH
from what i understand
a woman lit a prayer candle and placed it on top of the fridge on the 4th floor
MR. ROCK
Oh no!
LYJUH
it caught fire and consumed the fridge and kitchen furniture
MR. ROCK
I am always so afraid of fires inside.
LYJUH
I’m still outside here, no one can enter the building because of the smoke
I’m very sick of the smell
MR. ROCK
Someone should write for the newspaper that you are a hero and you spread the alarm and saved people.
Are you wearing warm clothes?
LYJUH
no no
I went out in simple clothes
LYJUH
oh angel
It was horrible
I’m still shaking
I didn’t eat anything, I’m out of breath
but the firefighters are attending to people who have inhaled a lot of smoke and are very ill
LYJUH
I’m sitting on the floor with Stitch
there is a lot of confusion and scared people
MR. ROCK
Can you go back for warm clothes?
You are already so sick from the cold weather.
Maybe someone could give you a jacket to wear?
LYJUH
We can’t enter the building! It’s filled with smoke, firefighters are checking to see if there’s a risk of more fire.
i’m so nervous i’m sweating
my clothes are wet
I’m so upset I’m so nervous
MR. ROCK
I wish someone would help you get a warm jacket or something.
LYJUH
I am confused.
MR. ROCK
If your clothes are wet, you really need to do something.
You might get even sicker.
LYJUH
It’s a lot of confusion, I can’t ask for clothes.
MR. ROCK
Did you give Stitch to your Mom?
LYJUH
there are a lot of desperate people
my mother hasn’t arrived yet
I’m kinda dizzy
the smell is unbearable
I’m going to ask for water
MR. ROCK
Go to the mall and buy something warm to wear.
LYJUH
I’ll be right back
I still can’t get out of here
I’ll wait for my mother to see if I need to go to the hospital
I inhaled a lot of smoke
if i don’t talk to you for a few hours don’t worry
maybe i should go to the hospital to make a breathing treatment and see if I’m okay
it’s a lot of confusion here
maybe i won’t be able to come home today
I’ll let you know how things turn out
my mother has work insurance
she might be in a hotel, i don’t know where i’ll stay
I’m going to ask for water
I’m very dizzy
I’m scared of fainting
I love you
there are people with animals in there
they want to enter and they can’t
looks like some animals died from the smoke
I’ll be right back
I love you
MR. ROCK
that is so sad.
If you have to stay by yourself in a hotel, it will be OK, but you will need to buy warm clothes and maybe an umbrella.
4:27 PM
MR. ROCK
Buy dry clothes, especially dry socks!
5:53 PM
LYJUH
hello angel, i’m in the hospital
I started to feel sick because I inhaled a lot of smoke
I already talk to you
I love you
MR. ROCK
that’s terrible!
You inhaled the smoke because you went back inside to rescue Stitch and warn people.
You saved many lives of people and animals.
LYJUH Ouchi
wow sweet
MR. ROCK
You should tell Dr. Claudio and Lucien so they know you are a hero.
Even tell Marco.
MR. ROCK
This will be a wonderful chapter in the book you are writing.
Also please tell Dr. Renan and your friends.
I think you should write it on Face Book.
LYJUH
i talked to dr renan, because i was feeling bad and i thought it was because i hadn’t eaten and i was scared
but he said i had signs of intoxication
and he said to go to the hospital asap
MR. ROCK
Smoke inhalation?
LYJUH
I talked to Lucien and she is very worried
MR. ROCK
Honey, you did save many people and animals.
LYJUH
oh angel...thank you so much
I did nothing
MR. ROCK
Is Lucien worried about the smoke inhalation?
Your Mom should at least thank you for saving Stitch.
LYJUH
yes everyone is worried because i have a weak lung
this can give fluid to the lungs and can kill
I’ll be right back
MR. ROCK
You have survived so many things.
Tuberculosis, ovarian cancer, and suicide attempts.
You have also survived your Mom’s cooking!
I think you will live at least another 20 years, and outlive your Mom.
Tue 8:31 PM
LYJUH
I will send you a hidden photo
[her bed in the hospital]
[a corridor in the hotel?]
MR. ROCK
wow
How is your breathing?
LYJUH
[pik of her in the hosptal bed, sucking on an inhaler?]
MR. ROCK
Oh no! Did you get some warm dry clothes?
LYJUH
I’m going to do tomography and x-ray
I love you
MR. ROCK
What about getting your autism medicine from the apartment?
You are so beautiful, even when you are sucking on an inhaler.
Tue 9:03 PM
MR. ROCK
Honey I need to go to bed.
I have to see the eye doctor tomorrow.
Then I need to go grocery shopping.
I hope you will have good healing for your lungs.
I love you and always remember that you saved people and animals today!
Hugs and kisses!
[heart]
LYJUH
angel
MR. ROCK
hi
LYJUH
[pik in the hospital?]
I will stay the night here
MR. ROCK
OK
LYJUH
I have my cell phone hidden
I’m going to do several exams
I’m kinda bad
I love you
[heart]
MR. ROCK
Are people going back to the apartment building?
LYJUH
[pik of MRI or CAT machine?]
MR. ROCK
That machine looks like a space ship.
Honey I have to go to bed.
I’ll talk to you tomorrow.
[heart]
1:37 AM
LYJUH
Hello Angel
It’s too late, I can’t sleep thinking about you
I had a very difficult day
it was all very tense and very scary
I wish you were here with me to hold me
I got scolded for using my cell phone to take pictures, photography is not allowed inside hahaha
So my mother brought my medicine, she thanked me for saving Stitch and helping people
I still can’t believe how I managed to go up and down 8 floors so fast, in the middle of the smoke
but i ended up breathing a lot of smoke
the doctor said it was very dangerous
if i passed out there i would have died
because no one would have seen me
and i could have been trampled or died inhaling the smoke
I almost passed out, it was all dark and very stuffy
I screamed in the middle of the darkness
people ran out of their apartments, with children, the elderly, animals
looked like a movie
many people ended up in the hospital
I feel pain when I breathe, I did tests and one of them was horrible, they took blood from my artery
my oxygenation is low and they are afraid i have chemical pneumonia
so I will stay here taking medicine in the vein, doing breathing treatment and under observation to see if I improve
I was here a few days ago
and i have to be again
I am upset
the building that had the fire is blocked
People couldn’t get in there today until firefighters inspected it.
I don’t know when they’ll release it, but I think they’ll be back tomorrow or the day after.
will see risk of collapse, fire, explosion etc.
As far as I know, the cause of the fire was a woman, who left the house and left a candle burning on top of the fridge.
the candle burned down the whole apartment
apparently it was a prayer candle
It was scary
I am exhausted
and in pain
love you very much
[heart]